...It hurts, it really does...and i just asked myself,why am i doing this.it's really hard to like you...bloody outfield training y must u be so hard to like?y muz u make me kneel so much until my knees hurt so much?

Just back from the forest, going in again next week.

Seriously got no time to blog, and there's nothing much to blog as well.Life in there is ...just like that lor...Today something nice happened.I dreamt of my brother who is in Sandusky,Ohio now. Just dreamt i paid him a visit. Cant remember much details too.Just that it was a transition flight from Singapore to some city along the eastern coast and up to Ohio. I onli remembered going down this very long escalator with this huge board for the boarding times of planes to my left.There were alot people. He lives in this church like building, and had this scandal with this girl that strangely resembles cousin valarie.except she was much taller?And before i left the place, I went to walk around and look at the shops there.Met some problems trying to find SIA check in counter.It was near the corner of the airport and there were 3 counters, i thought they were for the first and business class people so i ignored them and walked round n round the airport until someone told me wad i was looking for was what i ignored.so I flew out of my dreams.

...Wahlao sunday liao muz book in again...

i bought a new pen to bring into camp.Both pens i brought spoilt.hope this one will pull through 4 more weeks wif me.=)
and hope i will hold ur hands and pull through everything together with you.
I terribly missed band.Seriously torn between flute and oboe?Should i get a flute and continue with flute or should i get an oboe and start anew.Flute of course cheaper then oboe,basics of course better in flute then oboe,but i really wanna try something new and oboe is a much more 'exotic' instrument to me then flute. It's more 'me' too! it sounds more sad then flute can sound sad,and it can sound happier then flute too!of course it takes great skills but i think flute and oboe are the best woodwind instruments!

Right now...
ULTRA tempted to learn oboe although dunno wad to do.
wanna buy a flute n get a tutor and go for exams.

Wad i thought before...
forget about flute
Get an oboe and go hardcore with it.

Wad i really wanna do..
Join a band.go overseas for band exchange.great performance.
and be together with you.
Just went to bandfusion.Meridien is having concert with aichi meiden high school again.NY band changed its photo to that from AE.somehow i really feel detached with ny band already.its like after we graduate we aint part of the band animore.like nothing to remember us by.im sure my senior feels the same too.Ming min was good at organizing the trip for us,but i think tts as far as we went?i just dun feel good?look at SAJC website.They link their alumni.They even have an alumni band.NY neh?We can be the same calibre as SAJC,it's only whether we want anot.We just need that few very committed people to jumpstart the alumni idea.Yes we talked about and yes alot restrictions came to mind but which organization does not have its problems at the start. If only we can adopt a never-say-die attitude,i'm sure i will have a great band to join.

I still have 1 year odd to decide wad to do aniway. Maybe i will just bring in an oboe fingering chart to my bunk n start to study it. Perhaps,perhaps,perhaps.

I guess during free time i shall go pen down my thoughts about this alumni thing.i do hope it will not go to waste.

fuck la dun bother to put colourful.no time gotta go fold clothes liao...

Gloria and Kok!Heres a message for you!I gonna get this book and write my thoughts in about alumni band.Den i will pass to u all,spend some time reading it and pen your thoughts down and we pass around.and we see how it goes kkx?we can think of problems,your goals and stuffs.at least if we are really serious about setting up alumni,we will have this book wif all the random stuffs which we can piece together to give us a more complete picture on wad we really want and wad we have...maybe pass around to more people.they can drop a note or 2 for us in the book also.and if one day theres really an NY alumni band,it is all started by this book...
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