why do people onli care when u r sad?
why am i always the one sending the goodnites n good lucks?
why only when i'm sad will people come ask me what is wrong?
why do i even have to tell people that i am sad will they ask why?
why do they not give me some care even before everything goes tumbling down?
why are there no motivation for me?
why am i getting replies only after i send the msgs for goodlucks and good nites?
why can't anibody just send me one at anytime?
why cant they even keep their words?
is this wad people mean by always being there for you?
is frenship really being there for each other?
do they even care?

fucking frens if thats how u treat frens, u aint worth a shit for my frenship...
if everything is so one sided and i'm the one going to send u all the msges n make all the fone calls before i hear from you, is that being there for me?

ain't frens suppose to be there to support each other all the way instead of just waiting for one party to be sad will the other one listen to that person? y cant the other party juz make sure that the fren is well cared for before anithing happens to him or her.

frens, i have none... true frens are non-existent...

you are juz like someone walking in n out of my life. how much do u care?

how many nights i spend thinking about how are u coping wif life?
how many hours i spend thinking how to be a better fren?

how many times i stood by the staircase looking down 11 storeys thinking when will i ever make that plunge down all the way
how many times i stood by the road wif my mind juz urging me to walk into the way of a speeding car
how many times i picked up that bottle of bleach n stare at it thinking wad will happen when i drink it
how many times i juz laid very still on bed n think when will my life ever end

its juz not significant izzit? onli when people are gone will u feel sad about it. did u ever really cared for someone?

and all i asked was a simple msg all fone call from anibody.. isnt the little things that make a difference?

isnt it?

im tired

sth u said u will gif but it nva came
trip u promised to make but nva did
call made saying u arent available n u were gone
do u even ask me out in the first place?
no? frens dun ask each other out?
even if we are extremely good frens?
we werent extremely good after all i guess?

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no need to speak the mind out. it wun help...

who listens to them aniway?
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